Who is God (my thoughts)

Ever sat alone , felt yah heart beat n tried to count ? Then suddenly thought wat if my heart stops , wat next ?

I believe everyone of us has had that thought , there are even times u look up in the sky n wonder is there an end ? U try to Google what’s up there and you are told we are just a pic of dust in a universe with no end … You are amazed , really !!!

You then try to look if there is life outside our planet but none has proven there is …

So I just sit n think , what if the universe is just a living creature and we are a decimal of it’s organ ? Waaaah too much thinking… Let me switch to a book no one really knows the authors or where it came from . The Bible n Koran … But since m not a Muslim I take the Bible , I flip pages unaware what to read … It’s those books we read when we are on the verge of desperation and have lost hope in life… It’s a book with so many stories yet magical in some sought of way like burning bushes, Samson and the Lions, Moses n pharaoh’s turning sticks to snakes , Noah’s ark among others … But today I choose to get scared n read the book of revelation , it’s not for the faint hearted it’s for those who have an interesting imagination , it talks of dragons n beast and all I see are the Chinese with their dragons …my mind is taken aback to jetli movies and bruceli movies , the fire breathing dragons n drum beats …hehehehe hebu niishie …

Don’t take this so serious don’t even know what am saying…nituombe hili janga la Corona liondoke , as I said the Bible will always be the last option …

I had that thought once that the Universe is God Himself.
The constituents, all the laws, concept of time itself, All origins of nature, The Genesis, His spirit moving over the faces of waters. … and I was up justifying that with how vast the universe is and why would earth be so minute yet so Involved by Him. Then I thought of the concept of faith and why its a requirement for prayers to be answered. why that there is no wrong that goes unpunished , obeying the balance, Life and death, water and fire, Good and Evil, these forces, Astrology, mystery. That greatest intelligence of all time, all in one big multiverse with Infinity of resources…
Why God uses Locusts, drought, famine, pestilence, to level out the plain field and get rid of menance.
why He is so Bound on life than all materialistic elements.
Then I thought about how powerful and Supreme this being is that taking any form or shape, He would without breaking sweat…

after all that mind blowing stimuli, I looked at my position and wondered who I was, that I had to question what I couldn’t comprehend.,
Friend, I have never been more wrong about anything.

Corona has left a great spiritual awakening in its wake. More people in America have become saved than in the aftermath of 9/11. More bibles have been purchased than ever before and pastors are busier than ever, on the phones praying for people. That’s a good thing but after the dust settles, I hope that revival continues on.

Habari @Purple

Amen.