What a week

I am a crier because I have a soft heart but this week, this week I haven’t stopped crying.

A woman my age died of Covid. She was such an amazing woman and mother. She had adopted a boy who died 2 years back. Her marriage broke down and she had a biological son. I remember reading on her page, her words to her late adopted son, she said, I have waited for you and I will wait a thousand years to be with you. Now she is with him. I can’t imagine how her surviving son no more than 10 years old feels. In his short life he has already lost so much, my heart aches for him.

Then 2 brothers died in custody after being arrested for violation of curfew. What kind of a country do we live in my fellow Kenyans? I have NEVER hated being a Kenyan more than this week. The worst part is how Matiangi and Uhuru are demanding answers. If they don’t have answers what about the common mwana inchi? Something must give. We can’t go on this way. We just CAN NOT.

We as Kenyans and as Christians need to invoke the wrath of God because we have ignored the impunity, the inhumanity and the jungle that Kenya has become for way too long. Yes, people died, some became blind but we accepted and moved on. Now, this. Can someone please explain to me, who the hell is safe in Kenya. If the very police supposed to protect you are the ones killing wantonly.

Yes, we do not have bombs and guns but we have tears and knees to petition divine intervention. Enough is enough. Enough already. Kenyans lives are not chicken to be slaughtered over a stupid curfew. No. STOP. Stop killing us. STOP KILLING KENYAN CHILDREN. If I didn’t have the impetus to pray, believe you, me, now I do. We can no longer accept and move on. If two brothers are dead and for what, can you be assured of the safety of your children in this country? Do you think this mother ever imagined something like this could happen to her children?

It can’t just be business as usual. Enough already. I lack words. Mom I am so, so, so sorry for your unfathomable loss. Kenyans it is time to wake the ferk up. This is not a country with a government, even in a jungle you are safer than this. Alafu to add insult to injury answers are being demanded as if it’s rocket science. I have never been this angry in my life. What kind of a country is this? I didn’t know these people but I have just had enough of the madness in this country. End of rant.

So sorry for how you feel but unfortunately, it is what it is. Life’s full of frustrating situations that most of the time we can do nothing about. We just accept, heal if we can and move on.

We have accepted enough. Take it from me that pastor’s all over Kenya are calling on God for justice for this family.

You may not see the bigger picture that Kenya is now officially a police state where government has allowed them the power to kill ahead of 2022 when they will practice the same impunity. Our country is getting worse than even Moi days and trust me what is ahead is worse. To make matters worse there’s a woman involved. Wait and see what will happen to her. We are praying for justice, for God to give Uhuru no peace until the 2 officers go to jail for life. If you think that prayers do not work wait and see. We won’t riot, as women, we will just lift up a cry to God and He will do the rest.