Observing people growing old to a point of senility, coupled with midlife crisis, has left me wondering if life has any meaning.
You are born and spend the next 18 yrs under the care of your parents. They hustle to feed you, educate you, medical bills and such other hustles. Then you take responsibility and you start your own hustles. You bring forth kids and the cycle repeats itself. You work hard to accumulate wealth, but when senility strikes, you have no idea of who you are or what you own. You become another baby. Nothing to look forward to, except the ultimate fate- death. In all this, you are one in 7bn people on earth. Earth is one in a gazillion places within the universe. What value do you add to the universe? Zero! You just create a path for transitioning from generation x-1 to generation x+1. Even if you discover a formula for living forever on earth, or a source of energy to power all robots that work for us, or a way of turning soil into diamond, or become a president of an economic superpower ond an extremely just government, or even become God of the universe and live forever creating more universes . ⌠whatever, what value do you get? Am of the opinion that all that is vanity. In the eyes of the universe, you are no better than an electron revolving around a nucleus. Or a pile of shit from a wild dog.
Some will argue that the meaning of life will be revealed in the afterlife. What if theres no afterlife? Or if itâs there, then what? Living forever for what? What benefit? Just laughing, singing, jokes, eating. âŚ? What exactly does that achieve? I think God/ evolution creating life wasnât a good idea in the first place. Its all meaningless. Its a kind of a rat race. And a display of sadism by God/nature.
What if we humans decided to commit mass suicide to end this cycle? Would nature/God feel deprived of something? And if God casts all of us to the fiery hell, would it give Him the satisfaction He desired when He created this universe? And why did God create a gazillion places but only put life on one place only? Is it like the way we buy ten plots but develop only one while keeping the others for speculation?
I think life is just an unfortunate result of some random chemical interactions, just like the universe is a result of some random event in nothingness. Or, I am asleep and will wake up to realize that I had a horrible dream of a phenomenon called life.
And while at it, what does God live for? Religious people look forward to a better life in heaven. What does God look forward to? If I were him, I would just turn off the switch that powers the universe and end this nonsense once and for all. Then I commit suicide.