Apparently she is on her first Ramadan. Her exe said he paid some guy in WCB to convert her. I didn’t know that you can pay people to convert to your religion or pay people to go convince someone to convert to your religion. It just seems so disingenuous for money to buy converts.
She had her first iftar I believe means breaking the fast with Jamal of KTN. I have a soft spot for this girl, something I rarely have for celebrities. All I will say is that, people make mistakes, even obvious mistakes they even repeat the same mistakes. I know how heartbreaking it is when a relationship doesn’t come to the expected end. It happens to the best of us. Sometimes it’s more tragic than being used and dumped. You love each other and it’s like nothing you have ever imagined and the person dies. And you are beyond heartbroken. You are crushed. You can barely function. You come close to losing your mind. Nothing can touch your grief. It’s like moving a lorry of gravel with a teaspoon. Your tears become your food. Then one morning after what seems like forever, you wake up and something is different. You smile. You look at the sunshine and you feel something. Signs of life. You are coming back to the land of the living after being in a deep pit of loss. Your heart is on the mend. The human heart is terribly resilient. Tanasha the sun will shine again. Life will be beautiful again. It’s just that it takes time, the grieving process does not happen on your schedule. Life is about loss, we start by losing things we value, then people and in the end we lose our very lives. It’s inevitable. You can’t move on if you don’t give yourself time to grieve and to heal. There’s nothing wrong or weak about dropping out of the rat race to take care of yourself and to fall apart. Even Obama took time out of a United States presidential race to grieve his grandmother. There’s things more important than fame. Like your heart.
I don’t want to comment about converting to Islam. I’m as thrown off as the next person. Im sending prayers up for Tanasha and every other woman who is heartbroken. There’s nothing in this world that lasts forever including heartbreak. A time will come when all this will be is a distant memory. Time may not heal all wounds but love sure does. The love of God and of family and friends who genuinely love us and care for us. Tears are the river that gets our boat unstuck. I would think of scoffing at you for being a fool, but who hasn’t been a fool for love? I have! As a Christian I have so much faith in the love and the tender mercies of God even when we are the ones destroying our own lives. Prodigal sons and daughters , lost coins, lost sheep is where God’s heart liesI also believe that the no human is in the place of God, not Hitler, not Diamond, not even us when we are ruining our own lives. And as Joseph said to his brothers who tried to destroy his life out of envy, are you in the place of God, for what you intended for evil, God intended for good. Everything that the canker worms have destroyed God will restore 7 fold. When we come to our end, there God begins. It is in the narrow places in life where there’s only you and God that the most amazing transformations happen. I see great opportunities ahead, if you just let go and let God. Light and Love to Tanasha.
The loneliest place in the world is without You
Too many of my days Lord, I’ve tried to spend there
Searching for what I know was only found in You
I strayed so far away, I wasn’t sure You were still there
But deep in my heart was a faint security
And I could almost feel Your open arms
And hear You say to me
Prodigal son, come back to my love
You are the one, that my heart seeks for
Whatever you’ve done, I cannot even remember
Although there are many in my house
It’s still empty without my prodigal son
Have You so much mercy You would pardon me
It’s so hard to believe Your love would hide my sins
And even though You take the past far away from me
Could this be a chance to have my place in You again
Speak clear to me Lord that my faith would fully mend
If this is a chance to come home
Then would You please say again
And what makes you think, I’m no longer your Father
For nothing can separate you from My love
And each day I go out to the road where you departed
Saying maybe today my lost one will come
And in hopes of your return
I stand with open arms saying
Prodigal son, come back to my love
You are the one, that my heart seeks for
Whatever you’ve done, I cannot even remember
Although there are many in my house
Fulfill my joy and come to me prodigal son
(Repeat)
Took some time to come around
Realize how I let you down
Been too late for sorry now
My pride got in the way
Yes it did
I thought I had it all figured out
I needed time away to work it out
And now that I’ve learned what it’s all about
And all I need is you in my life
So I’m coming back home
Home, where love is waiting for me
Been gone much too long
This is where I want to be
So I’m coming home
Coming home
'Cause home is where I belong
Somehow I lost my way
Mistakes I made I have to pay
It hurts to know still today
That I wasted so much time
And after all is said and done
There’s more to life than having fun
Ain’t no doubt, you’re the one
And all I need is you in my life
So I’m coming back home
Home, where love is waiting for me
Been gone much too long
This is where I want to be
So I’m coming home
Coming home
'Cause home is where I belong
Just to be in your arms is like heaven to me
Your love, your love is all that I need
So I’m coming back home
And I hope you forgive all my wrong
So I’m coming home, coming home
'Cause home is where I belong
So I’m coming back home
Home, where love is waiting for me
Been gone much too long
This is where I want to be
So I’m coming home
Coming home
'Cause home is where I belong
I hope you are not calling me a mouse trap. The only thing I offer free is greetings and prayers. Kwanzaa FYI cheese is very expensive. At this time you should be offering a small percentage of your income to the vulnerable members of society instead unaomba Wana wake pesa?
Si unaskianga nikitwa shosh. I’m about to retire nikuwe kama wale wamama wazungu who come to retire by the sea. Hata kama niko 60 Im planning to be 120 so mambo bado.