wewe @Tarantinoh tunajua uko na bibi na umenunua gari juzi. Saa hii unaringa how you were born in nairobi – the capital city of a third world sh*thole. We also know you used to piss in bed hadi campus.
I didn’t quite get it. In the beginning you wrote that self-pity is an ugly emotion but why do you keep on pitying yourself. If you have a problem then identify it and work out a plan which will make you get rid of this problem. As simple as that. Stop moaning that somrthing went wrong in your life. Everything can be changed before you stop breathing. So, instead of sitting on the forum, why don’t you make a plan for your personal life and start make your dreams come true whatever happens. Find a job, then do some courses if you want to get a relatively well-paid job, make positive cashflow, i.e. earn more and spend less, then you 'l have some money for your further development. It is easier to moan about your sad life rather than working hard and be the master of your life.