Pls Help! In deep shit.. Literally!

[CARTHONZWENY]

Hi everyone,

I’m a gay man in a relationship with an older partner. We’ve been together for a while, and honestly, this is the safest, most emotionally supportive relationship I’ve ever had. With him, for the first time, I’ve been able to speak openly about things I held in for most of my life. He’s been a huge part of my healing.

But despite all this, I’m struggling inside.

A while ago, I started working with a psychologist and learned I likely have Complex PTSD (CPTSD), rooted in childhood trauma and what I now suspect may have been sexual abuse(MY DAD SNUCK A FINGER OR TWO IN MY RECTUM…MAYBE THEY WERE THREE… LET’S CALL THEM THREE). Since then, I’ve been trying to piece together fragmented memories and make sense of my emotional patterns — and one of the hardest, most shameful parts has been my attraction to much older men.

[CARTHONZWENY]

@CARTHONZWENY

…arned I likely have Complex PTSD (CPTSD), rooted in childhood trauma and what I now suspect may have been sexual abuse(MY DAD SNUCK A FINGER OR TWO IN MY RECTUM…MAYBE THEY WERE THREE… LET’S CALL THEM THREE). Since then, I’ve been trying to piece together fragmented memories and make sense of my emotional patterns — and one of the hardest, most shameful parts has been my attraction to much older men.

cc @CARTHOZWENY

[bra_bra_cupship]

Nudia wtf

[lukka]

I require financial compensation for being forced to read this

[Eng_iti]

@CARTHONZWENY

…arned I likely have Complex PTSD (CPTSD), rooted in childhood trauma and what I now suspect may have been sexual abuse(MY DAD SNUCK A FINGER OR TWO IN MY RECTUM…MAYBE THEY WERE THREE… LET’S CALL THEM THREE). Since then, I’ve been trying to piece together fragmented memories and make sense of my emotional patterns — and one of the hardest, most shameful parts has been my attraction to much older men.

Chokosh wars everywhere

[Josto_Bwaku]

@CARTHONZWENY

…arned I likely have Complex PTSD (CPTSD), rooted in childhood trauma and what I now suspect may have been sexual abuse(MY DAD SNUCK A FINGER OR TWO IN MY RECTUM…MAYBE THEY WERE THREE… LET’S CALL THEM THREE). Since then, I’ve been trying to piece together fragmented memories and make sense of my emotional patterns — and one of the hardest, most shameful parts has been my attraction to much older men.

@Yugni unakuanga na ukihii mingi sana, What the fcuk is this?

[Jack_Black]

As we can see, the guy diarrheaing on my threads is actually a productive use of his time.