I’ve just come across a very bitter post doing rounds in social media from a congregant who felt duped by pastors of a popular church I attended from time to time through the invitation of a friend who has since left that church.
I am not going to name names since they are not the only ones and I don’t want to get personal and mention a pastor’s name because it’s not my place to judge them it’s God’s, so what I want is to give you my personal insight to avoid you falling into the trap so many church goers have fallen into.
I am born and raised in a Christian home, studied in strict Christian schools not secular one’s, my grandmothers were church leaders and I had a personal encounter with God more than 20 years ago, so I know a thing or two about the circuit and also about the real deal.
I want to tell you how God taught me to rely on Him directly simply by praying to him instead of on pastors and gimmicks. Understandably if a pastor has no alternative source of income its just human nature to turn the ministry into a money making venture. So I don’t really blame or hate them. If alot of people walked in their shoes they would probably do the same. It’s very tempting. I avoid criticizing these guys bcz sometimes even my own walk with God confounds me so I don’t have the stamina to monitor what others are doing. The judge is God. So lemme focus on my own walk with God bcz God will only require me to answer for myself.
Now there was a problem in one of my circle of friends who were believers, we went to all the great pastors. Nothing worked. We did everything they told us nothing worked. Then in despair we went to the prayer room of our school and prayed earnestly for not more than half an hour. The next morning the problem was completely miraculously resolved. That’s the point at which I stopped idealising pastors and understood that I as a believer have access to God too, it’s not limited to Pastors. Secondly I learnt that God is not in the business of complicating Himself bcz as God He can get very complicated if His interest is in making us jump through hoops to prove something but God actually simplifies Himself for us, so that He can meet us where we are. As a Father would, He comes down to the level of the child and meets them where they are.
My personal experience has been that God is accessible and available if you seek Him wholeheartedly and with sincerity. He will meet you where you are. You do not need to go to a pastor who will extort money from you or make you jump through hoops or try to take undue advantage over you.
Your relationship is with God and through the tearing of the veil that happened in the temple in the Holy of Holies really we have no reason to seek out intermediaries. We can go directly to God. And God longs to fellowship with us. If you make a habit of going some place private to pray during the day like say over lunch hour. After the first few days you will notice that the presence of God will be coming to meet you at the designated place and time when you arrive immediately you sense the presence of God.
The problem of pursuing a relationship with God through the faith of others is that the 3rd parties agenda will likely interfere with you meeting God. If the go between is hungry it’s that hunger that will take pre eminence not God.
So my point is that Christianity is a relationship with God and a personal one at that. You don’t anyone to take you to the throne of God. Jesus says anyone who comes to Me I shall by no means turn away even the thief at the cross Jesus met him where he was, at the last moments of his life after living a life of sin. So He can meet you wherever you are also. You don’t need another party to take you to God. He is available. It’s not like God is hiding from those who want to connect with Him.
I am a tad sleepy tonight so I may not be as articulate but I trust you have gotten the gist of my message. God has no interest in you going through all kinds of things to get to Him. His interest is you. Intimacy with you.
I am quoting a passage of scripture to show you the dangers of allowing proxies or intermediaries, who supposedly are closer to God, to come between you and God. It’s very dangerous because you don’t know the real intentions of their hearts. So just go directly to God. God not only allows it but longs for that direct contact with us without the hidden agendas rife in trying to access God through others who you think have preferential status in God’s sight.