I hope that you had a chance to see the First 3 Episodes in this Series;
http://www.kenyatalk.com/index.php?threads/me-jg-liz-and-our-toxic-love-affair.11689/
http://www.kenyatalk.com/index.php?threads/me-jg-liz-and-our-toxic-love-affair-episode-2.11790/
Looking back now,i realize and appreciate that Liz was Truly and Madly in Love and All Factors Considered; Why shouldn`t she have been in love with me?
I had just taken her virginity and we had spent alot of time together in which she had opened up to me about her family,her fears,her ambitions,… Liz totally had entrusted me with her life!
I sensed that her backgrouynd had alot to with her insecurity and neediness.
Liz was the baby in her wealthy family and she saw life through Rose petalled spectacles in which nothing had never been Unattainable
She was a “Softie”…
I came home that Afternoon to find Liz sitting at the top of the Stairs on the Communal Corridor of the Flat and outside my door and she was Crying!
I reached up to her,put my arms around her and tried to find out why she was crying.
This seemed to get her more agitated and as i kept asking her …and with all manner of scenarios of what could have gone so terribly wrong going through my mind, She Finally Spread the Palm of her hand out to reveal some Plastic thing that she had been Clenching on tightly all these time!
I knew in an instant what it was and that Explained Everything…
A second quick Glance at the 2 Parallel Lines in the Middle of the Pregnancy test and i got the Feeling that it wouldn`t be “Business As Usual”… with me and Liz anymore.
Liz had just told me that She was Pregnant!
I didn`t mean to, But the Stupid 18 years old boy in me went ahead and Said those 3 words that a man should never ask a woman he has been having unprotected sex with…; IS IT MINE?
I now Know Never to ask any woman that Question no matter how much evidence i think i have Against that Claim!
Liz got so Hysterical and was now Screaming at me for being so insensitive etc…
Well; I had my Reasons for Doubting the True Paternity of this baby because i had a feeling that with all our Daily Drama and with my Selfishness,Liz had started getting a little too Friendly with Raheem .
Raheem was a Naija that was doing a Masters and Working at the same time. He was abit older than us and he was even Driving and on a few occasions, i knew that he had taken Liz on some shopping trips in another town which she had told me.
Then there was JG!!!
I Couldnt trust JG with any woman and i had my suspicions about him and Liz juu a few times after a fight and after i had walked out of the Building and had gone Back to the Pub, i came home to find JG in Lizs Flat and looking back now… they looked abit Ruffled up by my Sudden presence.
All in All, i had not been Fair with Liz and she deserved better than what i had given her.
Liz was kind and she was always showering me with little gifts and Surprises, leaving Love Notes around for me to discover But i had not even Noticed her Love for me because i had been too Busy Shagging all the white girls that i could get my hands on.
This Pregnancy was about to Change all that!
Two months passed and at this stage Liz had swapped Flats with JG and i was now living with her like a proper couple.
She had not been able to talk to her her parents because, as she told me,she had never lied to them and she was not about to start now.
This caused her Parents to get really Worried and as time went by,her Dad started calling me in desperation and wanting to find out whether his Daughter was Okay.
I reassured him that she was okay but i would always lie that i was not anywhere near her but that i would get her to call them back later.
I Finally Told Liz that she had to tell them the Truth!
We even got a Landline Phone in our Flat to keep the Communication open and to Both our surprise; Lizs Parents took the News in Stride even insisting that Liz doesnt even Consider an Abortion and that if need be,she was always welcome to go back to Kenya where her Parents would help take care of her Baby!!!..
I had Just put Myself in the Firing Line.
Her dad wanted to know everything about me,my parents etc… But he was a wise Guy who did this without Coming across as arrogant or Malicious…(i liked Lizs Dad) and to think of who he is in the Kenyan Society, i felt that i couldnt let him Down!
But We All Know What Becomes of Men with Good Intentions.
Our Life of Drama ,Jealousy and Infedillity Seemed to Get Worse with Every Passing Day of Liz`s Pregnancy.
We Fought about Everything!
If I came Home Late from College or Work,Liz would Lock me out or even Throw all my Clothes out through the Window!
It Got so Bad that Liz got wind that i was Shagging my supervisor at Reastaurant where i was a Waiter.
She was a Blue eyed Blonde and in her 30s but she had flirted with me from day one and we would have drinks after work and she always found a reason to have me left behind with her after everyone else had gone home.
We would Do It in the Kitchen,Toilets etc… Hell,we even once did it in the Cold Room Against the Lettuce and Salads…
She had made the Mistake of Calling me while i was at home sleeping next to Liz and after talking to me about work etc. she had mentioned that my voice was giving her Pussy a Twinge!..(not in English)…
I quickly Cut her off which got Liz into a Jealous Rage…
A week or so after i thought she had Calmed down and while i Did my Waiter Job that evening, i saw a Heavily Pregnant Liz walk into the Restaurant and she demanded to Speak to Maria (my shag-buddy Supervisor).
What ensued Ended up with the Cops being Called,Me Loosing my Job and a Red Faced Maria Also got sacked!
“That was IT! , I am finishing with this Mad Woman!” I thought to myself as me and Liz got escorted out of a Busy Restaurant by Cops and to the Cheering of Customers who had just watched some Free Drama!
But How Do i leave Liz while she is Heavily Pregnant Never mind the Fact that her Parents were Flying in from Kenya in 3 weeks time to see us!?..
Series 2 Coming your Way…Soon!.. Keep It Locked!!!