Bro. Just find something to do. Invest in yourself. Am sire there’s a list of things youve been wanting to do. Now is the right time.
Ata picha ya wheelchair hatujakataa bana. Mbona unatuletea hekaya imekauka hivi?
Alafu utatoka tu hospitali, forget about it and find yourself on top of a prostitute. I have banged hoes for like 8yrs now and I have had my fair share of HIV scare. PEP pia nimezikunywa several times.
I quit the game and I currently feast on women that nimekatia mwenyewe. Decent females kama hii mali safi.
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Natomba naliaka poyoloko saa hii sim 2
Huyu hakai msichana wa kanisa? That dressing is for holier than thou people.
Though nilipima my last and found she was negative, am still waiting my 3 months nikatest … sunday spend with her whole day too
hii ni mali safi kaka … congratulations
@Pastorde saidia hii malaya
Anaeza fanya hivyo na kanisa ikishika aanze ku dryfry kondoo coz they seem “innocent”. Mwishowe apate alichokuwa akitoroka. Wengi wameangukia huu mtego. Kama ni mchungaji…iwe hivyo, mengine yote potelea mbali.
Am glad you acknowledge this is a problem even for you. When I see guys bragging about this life, I like it to a prisoner celebrating being incarcerated at Kamiti. You could;
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Identify the trigger that activates the impulse. Mine used to be when I feel frustrated by something, for instance I was expecting a big deal then it falls through. With the trigger in mind, you will be in control
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Actively engage your mind in something that keeps it alert to the gravity of the addiction. Like consistently praying for those who are addicted like yourself for God to deliver them.
I pray that you will be out. Ni kama kuoga mavi ulikuwa umeshika Kwa mkono, it’s very liberating. All the best and may God’s Grace be with you.
I can assure you that I am none of fhat
I started banging whores in 2014 but took it to another level after joining Ktalk a few years back. I recently lost my other account login credentials and I want to keep it that way.
Two weeks ago I got really unwell and doctors recommended that I take even extreme hiv tests. They all turned negative. I have never banged a Kanye dryfry. But a CD had burst during a one night stand in December with a lady I met at a club in my village. So I was genuinely scared. But I knew I was okay as I had tested last month.
As I fought for my life in hospital lots of things came through my mind and I decided to fully reform. I thought about my 2 year old son, what if he turned positive by extension? How would I live with that?
I can assure you that God sent a person with a message speaking to my current situation. I still am in hospital. My condition has stabilized and I may be getting discharged today.
When I look back… I must have banged over 100 whores and 100 girlfriends. But there is a reason that God has preserved my life. I have so far tested negative for HIV, Hepatitis B, Hepatitis C. Some of the girlfriends I had unprotected sex (about 20) and the CD has ever burst on me while banging whore twice and thrice while having one night stands.
I earn some good money. Almost 200k Salo a month. Run a very good side hustle with turnovers of over a million a month and healthy profits but somehow because of my bad habits managing that is an issue.
This is maybe my final shot at redemption from my whore addiction and I intend to take it.
You can join me. It’s never too late. By the way, it’s now 1 month and a half since I banged a whore. I will be taking one day at a time.
This is my eventually quit time. I am almost two months in. I am praying I don’t ever go back. Sometimes a word of encouragement suffices bro.
Nimeandika
I have realized it’s not just about condomising. Too much happens in that realm that you can’t even explain. And I now believe infections are the least of worries. There is just something that doesn’t add up in your life once you land in a brothel. Things never become the same. Faithfulness is cheaper safer and sweet.
It is. You will overcome. Find all your answers in the Bible. It’s my go to friend and guide now and I am feeling so healed and free.
Very well put. I have identified my triggers too. And I will keep fighting. Thank you for encouraging this brother of ours.
Can’t be put any better. Like you clearly put it, it’s no longer about infections, but a battle for destiny and life
Don’t worry bro. My story is pretty similar to yours but I have made massive improvements. I got to a point where I was deliberately fucking whores raw and I’ve done it with like 50 of them and almost 100 normal girls and somehow I am still clean. I have already eliminated hoes from my life and I’ve never been happier! You can DM me for us to become accountability partners and beat this scourge but all in all, congrats, you are on the right track!
Epuka umalaya usijoin our brother @Staff Member kumeza ARVs