Feeling Suicidal

Lately I have been feeling so suicidal hata sioni kama ntafikisha kesho, I have already penned a note to my family giving instructions and goodbye.
Kamba niko nayo nangoja watu waishe niende kwa mti ingine iko hapo kwa road.
Nime choka sana na life maze hata simu sijafungua for almost a week.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend

Niko mwisho yangu, hata suicide inataka courage, that’s the only thing I can do as of now

Lakini umefungua leo ndio utuandikie hii mashairi yako?!

Na pia umetoka kuimba na kudefend wedding song firirinda so sidhani uko adequately depressed :

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You could cut ties with all the lies that you’ve been living in

Bye bye friends and foes; you were a good online company, the middle aged man you’ll hear of dead near kangudo road in joska is yours truly mjusi Kafiri

Tulia bro. Nothing lasts forever. Think of all the booze, laughter and pu.ssy you gonna leave behind for an unknown destination. The after life may be more stressing than what you already have.

What lies ?

Sema shida ni gani upewe ushauri, suicide won’t solve shit…it is the cowards escape route: a very shameful death my friend.

You do it slowly over time with alcohol and drugs.

And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand

byebye chief , ukifika kwa shetani piga hitler sweep na kofi

That hasn’t worked well with me

Sawa nitakutumia ka selfie sahii sahii nikiwa juu ya mti

There is no shame to the dead

I don’t know what to tell you friend. But those saying suicide is never the right solution are right in my opinion. It is okay to seek help.

What perception do you think you will leave behind to those who know you ?

Kweli unaogopa kufa sijawahi ona mtu anataka ku commit suicide na anatuchapia story ungekuwa unashuhaa na ngingo sahii pale chini ya hyo mti unasema

Ghasia commiting suicide is an act of cowardice. Why not face your problem like a man. Wengi wetu hapa tumepitia mengi kuliko hayo unapitia.
If we were to give you our stories utakaa chini uanze kujichekelea useme enyewe ni ufala Niko nayo.
Lastly tell yourself no matter how hard things may be the sun will set.

A person who is suicidal can be spotted from a mile away. Sidhani kama anaweza kua apa anamake lame ass jokes. Endelea kuomba hile pepo la suicide likufuate.