Don't take life for granted and don't wait to be happy in the future Choose Joy Now

Recently I am seeing doctors alot for obvious reasons but Juzi a doctor asked, if I had ever been admitted in my adult life. I have never been admitted in my adult life and by God’s grace I will be admitted to offload some passengers. Imagine a life where you are always in hospital. You don’t know if you will live to be 30? I need to apologise to God for the way I have been taking His blessings for granted. And He is about to bless me even more soon. Yaani life is precious and good health is very precious. Whatever else is missing from your life just know that these two are the most important which people who have it all in your eyes may not have no matter what. What I know is that if you are determined to live or do anything no matter what doctors or people say God will see the determination of your heart and He will grant you the desires of your heart. God is the giver of life. Not doctors not parents but God. Growing old is a privilege denied to many.

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6 feet, blue eyed , blonde haired alipanda mbegu?.

Haha. Maybe a red head like Prince Harry. Mbegu zinapandwa artificially, I just get the end product, the wonders of science. It is a very interesting experience. Fornication free conception. Sex is a traumatic experience if you are not married to someone. Its an extremely efficient method. I mean I wish I had considered it earlier but God’s time is always the best. You can pick the gender. Its multiple births. You don’t have to go through pregnancy ever again. You got your triplets. It’s an elective CS so no labor drama. No wonder so many young girls are opting for it but I think it’s not good to do it at 25 because who knows by 30 you may meet the love of your life. It should be a last resort not first. We are in a support group and you remember when you were 25, you wanted to travel and live in different places. You are not thinking of having triplets by yourself. Me I have lived my life. I can’t say, my kids stole my life or interrupted it. I have lived my life to the fullest. And I am done with that phase till my kids are grown. It’s important to do these things before the all consuming responsibilities of parenting. Anyway their life. Their choice but I can understand the excitement of being able to get everything you want and at once. It is tempting but I still don’t think anyone below 30 should do it. It’s worked out fine for the older ones I know someone who was 52. She’s an amazing parent to her boys. She is fun. She is tough. She is driven. You can imagine all that life experience. Life is not a race. It’s a journey and everyone has their own path to follow. Some people’s journey is more unconventional and interesting than others.

I wish you we’ll in what makes you happy and fulfilled. But that does not mean you can’t inbox to say hi when visiting Malindi esp. during this winter season.

I won’t be traveling any where any time soon. And when I eventually do it will be with my brood. My hands will be full. Thanks for the kind wishes. Once the buns are out of the oven I will be super busy, I don’t see myself traveling anywhere for at least 3 years. I have to give my boys the best in their formative years. Concentrate on them fully. Those years are the template. I have to take them to church every Sunday. Then they start Sunday school. Very strict Christian upbringing from the word go. They have to be soldiers in the army of the Lord. Of course I can’t expose them to any man. Other than relatives and watu wa church. I don’t want worldly ideas in their head. They are Christians first. They have to be radical Christians so church, church, church, Christian schools all the way. That’s my focus for now.