It’s 1a.m I wake up confused , check my phone watch n realise it’s 1:07am …
Something feels wrong … I feel like m existing as two individuals with different minds…
I move out n go to the water tap outside wash my face n trying counting the items outside to determine wetha m sleep walking or wat the fuck is going on … I seem okay but m not thinking straight it’s like my mind is split into two , I lie flat on the ground but it seems to be getting worse … No headaches just feel like there is wat inside me …
I am not a church goer but one part of my mind the strong one tells me to pray the rosary if I can remember … I say few hail Marys but m lost half way … I take my phone n Google signs of insanity … Not close to wat is happening to me … I then check in YouTube symptoms of demonic attacks … There is this 1hr 22mins prayer against soccerry , witchcraft n demon attacks … It’s a compilation of various preacher exorcist praying … I kneel down n pray along … I end up giving my life to Christ in the prayers n feel a heavy burden leave my body … I can think straight , I wonder if it’s a sign of mental illness or demonic attack …I go back to bed scared like hell what just happened ,bi don’t drink alcohol or use any drugs so who can explain all this