You will forever wallow in existential angst unless you address your ambitions. A shoe shiner who aspired to be is the happiest person you will ever come across. The billionaire who never made it to a nurse is the saddest thing you have ever seen.
wakanya, there are people who would wish to be where you are. the secret of living is contentment, kama ulibarikiwa na kukata nyama, do it to your best, kama ni ya umakanga…do it…life is a journey and if you don’t enjoy the ride, you will live a very miserable life…ni hayo tu…
I was taken to an approved school aged seven. Eight months later i was transfered to a boarding school in Maralal. The boarding school was goverment sponsored. Food supply was optional. Times we went for weeks wthout any cooking in the kitchen. I became a chokoraa in class three scavaging for survival on the streets of that desolate town. It gets worse from here so lets shelf it. In second year college, i met my dad, a millionire. I refused to know and set out on my own.
I have gone days without food, slept in wild animal holes (marima ma ngari) locked in cells with the hardest of rufians before my puberty and fought violently for pieces of stale ugali in a dumpster. Yet i always rise. Its never what u were. Its what u want to be.
Anybody who believes @Wakanyama is a butcher is blind. This fella is a tenderprenuer. Hawa ndio wanauzia county wheelbarrow za 100k na kujenga gate za 7m. Very corrupt fellow