Life has a way of humbling you even in the most subtle of ways. Whenever I heard or read somewhere Kenyans talking about BDSM gassing each other up I used to think I also know things, contributing shit here and there. As if.
Until siku moja I met a Chile from Nai who was actually into BDSM. Sasa mimi I thought we were just regular lesbians tutafuck tuspankiane nini nini but eh.
The only thing that made me actually go through with it was the fact that there was love in the picture, so I actually did consent to surrender to her control. If I had not had any more feelings apart from lust for her, ninge nope out of there the first sign of violence. I didn’t use any safe words because I became confused as fuck. Also she was super hot so.
This girl was a boss. After all the foreplay and hot kissing nini the game started. I can’t remember how I knelt down, nikafungwa mikono. I remember her ass on my face, I remember being pushed on the edge of the bed nikichapwa haga mara mia hadi my ass cheeks turned red. I also got slapped on the face a lot. Nikachomwa na wax, alafu there was a kavery small dildo that was used for my asshole. It was painful and pleasurable at the same time, kama vile unaeza toa kuku manyoya ukiipea chakula so it’s like wtf is happening here, mbona huyu mtu ni mzuri and also mbaya…
It was terrifying na nakumbuka akinikiss nikifeel vizuri abnormally because amidst all the beatings and name calling that in between kissing and gentle touching felt warm and sweet so nilikuwa naiembrace like a hungry kid.
Na that was just a taste. I wasn’t allowed to touch her without permission otherwise ni kofi, I was to beg to touch first. Niliacha mdomo btw, kila mahali unaona watu bdsm bdsm as if they know…or maybe they do, mi ndio Fala. Reminded me of when I was younger nikiambia watu vile nimewatch horror movies, the day I watched the actual horror nilinyamaza haraka sana.
But it’s the bossing for me…yaani after that day I feared that girl. Dangerous woman executing her Dom duties like a ravenous wolf. Hapana. Regular sex for me please, with a sprinkle of kisses and warm touches.