How Do I Overcome the Grief from My Husband’s Death?

Sex & Relationships
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I lost my husband of 2 years in April last year after he succumbed to COVID. He was my tenth boyfriend and, I’m sure, my last. I am nearing 50 now, and all I have done since he passed away is sleep and cry. At least, that is how it seems. I have friends in the area, but I am sure I’m depressing company. Aside from my colleagues, who have their own lives, I just don’t know if life will ever have meaning for me again. I ache for my husband every day, and I still reach for him at night, as I used to do when I would check on him. I talk to him sometimes, all alone, but obviously I don’t hear anything back. I just want him back! And yet I know he will never be back. How do I move past this grief? How do I move on? I know I should have seen this coming, as he had gone downhill over the course of the previous two years, but I was woefully unprepared for this kind of loss. I think I didn’t want to believe it could happen. I miss you Dylan…you’ve truly left a big hole in my heart RIP boo…

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Was that white man in your profile your husband, get the eleventh husband and continue with your faggotry

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@Thirimaii @kanguthu kujeni Mali yenyu

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Okoka kijana na uwache ushoga,ghassia hii

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???..tf???

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Admin BTS

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This thread smells shit ,@mobi leta Ile kinyesi

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Koroga sewage pole pole bila kusumbua kijiji

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Only God can help you–and I’m not joking.

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You really need to get saved and be delivered from the chaos that your life has become

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Pole , lakini this is the wrong forum. Here its full of homophobes

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Chief usharecover toka ile sweep ya uwesmake? :smiley:

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I don’t take comments from mad people seriously.

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Wallahi if there is a reason ntajitoa hii village ni juu ya hawa gays. Admin, either hii group ni ya elders or faggots. Start the purge, ama tuwaachie gays hii village.

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Go to Vincentian prayer house, Lavington, Amboseli, and ask to see a priest. One on one, you will be assisted

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The priest in that church is @kanguthu

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Gay thread

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I am so sorry for your loss. There is nothing that could replace your husband. It is important to allow yourself the time to grieve. I hope you have friends and family as support.

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That woukd seem like a tall order. Africans supporting faggots… I wouldn’t be surprised if the family already cut ties with the dude